i dont have anything to say for now!

 

00:05

its convinient to blame everything on your perspective but when everythings this small. why would we ever consider we wont always be? 

im listening to something thats forcing me to give up daysdreams im not so sure were mine to begin with. 50:29 minutes of frowning! 

a man talking about being practical about the future. heres the future. i cant stand anything this small and i dont have it in me to work for anything thats big enough to fit me

im going to bed 

were going back to the forest. were forgetting how to speak.

 

phone notes

you have to choose a city you have to build a life
 
buying a sweater, setting it on fire, looking for it in your closet, asking someone if theyve seen it, waiting for it to appear.
 
being clueless to the fire. being in its mercy. each time reaching out to see if it burns
 
each step thinking your knees wont hold
 

reasonable people making excuses for unreasonable people.

a man in a suit inviting other men in suits to watch the workers work a new machine. a ribbon cutting ceremony, a string quartet greeting them as the door opens. cheering smiling laughing playing along because they will need him to play along later. taking credit for work theyve never done and mostly get in the way of. asking the workers, already wearing shirts with the name of the company, to wear a hat for a photo. not knowing what to do when hes told no. 
 
i would be less vague if i wanted to name names but i dont. so thats what youre getting thats what i was told. you can guess by who. i know one reasonable man. 
 
bad men are never called bad men. when we make monsters out of men we cant spot the monsters in men until hes eaten us whole. bad men are empty men. bad men are egotistical men. bad men are all around. im not reasonable, or a man, and i dont need to, and i wont, call you nice
 

here is

 
 

its longing you want and thats already yours.

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dont go running off to the woods without me

lets wait until june before we throw our calendars out 

2018

 
 
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 we decide whos family. and if we arent allowed to the word starts to mean something else 
 

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