why are you giving your enemies any time at all. vernon. why am i giving this. selling your soul to the devil because youre bored.

if you ever think youve found the right place you havent and you wont.


i can talk about emptiness for however long my next delusion is going to last but id seem as empty as anyone else being put in front of a camera 
ask me about fruit? okay. heres my favorites ones 
youre only as good as the questions you answer and i forget i dont have to answer all of them and do. 
and im biting my nails

i should be sleeping

everyone thinks their disease is so important. they want to talk about it they want you to talk about it. well! heres mine. lets talk about it. lets pretend youre reading about yours.
you dont need to lie to yourself in sophisticated ways, i dont expect myself too, but the way ive been using lately is a little bit too predictable for my taste

i should study but i wont

i like thinking about all the things i have nothing to do with. not in a weird sort of Ah i dont matter kind of a way but really. everything in this city is here entirely without my involvement. without yours too, most likely. planes are invented planes land without any involvement from me. buildings! bridges! medicines! theres so much and ive done so little! the bad parts too of course. i guess theres also that. anyway im gonna study andn ot think about all of the ways im not doing anything



i told a friend ive realized i dont actually commit to anything, and she said haha wait you didnt already know that? 
AAAA self images. theyre fun 

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