a blog post that got drafted for a reason, not 2015

hypothetical questions always needs more questions. 
what is he wearing
do i rtell him my secrets 
 

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the rude ones are too sad to give you what you want
 
how easily disgusted you are says things about you you do not want it to say
 
 
WHAT THEY TELL YOU IS SHALLOW IS NEVER
 
"i miss you more than the sun misses the moon" "the sun does not give a shit about the moon"
 
 
I AM A WOUNDED ANIMAL PUT ME DOWN
 
 
"i am not talking to you" "we are the only ones in the room" "meh"
 
 
 
what controls the love? i am going to cut it out
 
 
nothing says i love you like get the fuck out of my house you psycho bitch
 
 
NOTHING SAYS I LOVE YOU LIKE I REALLY WISH YOU WERE PRETTIER
 
these children are growing up to hate themselves and it is going to be your fault
 
 
european boys have no idea what they are doing
 
i have never seen a virus spread this quickly you say about love
 
 
 
how you take pictures of yourself, if you do at all, is always going to say something about you
 
 
i will move to london and i will be opening and breathing out of a window with shittier quality air than i am used to
 
"do you believe in god" "which one" "WHAT"
 
 
"i love you" "what is this going to help me with"
 
when pretty boys are german. i love you but.... hitler...... does too
 
 
 
you should not confuse your own thoughts with someone elses
 
 
 

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i love you this is your cue to leave
 
does cancer sometimes feel like love too
 
 
"do you love me" "your guess is as good as mine"
 
 
 
lets meet in the pub next to the gun store? yeah that is not going to work out very well for either of us
 
 
mediocre lovers will make you cry too
 
 
 
this one is called you are the one i think about when i am with them
 
 
 
 
if your therapist takes your word for it, get yourself a new therapist
 
 
if you talk to someone who makes everything you say about them, do the same thing, they will not notice and it will make you smile
 
 
when he tells you he loves you the right thing to say is not "i feel like you just told me i have cancer"
 
 
 
he is not making up for anything and it looks great
 
 
no longer being scared of being in an uncomfortable situation is doing a lot for me

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NO SECRET IS WORTH KEEPING, EXCEPT THE ONE ABOUT YOU AND THOSE BLUE EYES OF YOURS
 
there is nothing quite like watching strangers mouths move to make you want to leave
 
pretty is everything you want for five minutes and then you wonder why you are drinking more than you usually do
 
i love you more than your mother does but your mother does not love you very much
 
plants that will live longer than the person receiving them
 
 
kill yourself and then maybe we can talk about how you felt what marilyn monroe felt
 
 
"LEARNING ANOTHER LANGUAGE EXPANDS YOUR MIND" "all americans thinks you should say this again but slower and also what does learning mean"
 
 
CLOSE YOUR EYES. TELL ME ABOUT MINE.
 
"it was dangerous to love you" she says while smiling i am shaking my head
 
 
i avoided my cat for a few months because i was annoyed i did not understand anything he was doing
 
 
IF YOUR CONFIDENCE IS NOT FAKED, MAYBE IT SHOULD BE
 
 

 

give me something that will last longer than you.

 

RED ROSES MEAN I DO NOT KNOW YOU AND I DO NOT WANT TO

 

 

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i am neither of these girls. i am however in this photo drinking a corona that tastes like onion because the left girl cut the lime with a knife she had cut onions with. wasnt great. i hope this makes you not click on my blogg the next time i link it (and i will)
 
the problem w blogging is that when i do things,  idont want to blog. and when i dont do things, (okay i still dont want to blog when i dont do things) so theres not really a problem more than blogging is terrible and so is everyone than blogs <3333333
 
i am going to continue writing a reading log i have decided is going to be done today 
 

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